Me: aye wats up?
Him: sorry to ask for your number I just don't like using the app
Me: don't worry I don't really like it either never on there much....
Those first days were so wonderful
To know that you were going to want something serious and for a long time after you got to know me
Now it's all different, i don't knownifnits me or if it's you
I really did not notice the change in our conversations after we met,
Maybe because we new it was going to take a turn backwards,
I know what is going on, it has happened before already I just didn't know it was going to happen so soon
You said you it was going to be a long time we were going to be together yet idk if those "long time" would work for me
As I see it not the same as when we didn't know each other
Now I'm in doubt, you present me to your Kim as your girlfriend after knowing each other for 2 weeks only, I have no idea if it's a good thing for we do not have the conversations as we had before the days pass and I still think positively on us, I hope we don't split any time soon as I am happy and am trying my best to stay focus and not have in mind what other have rumored of you already. Or what those that I had explained my situation to have put in my mind, I think best thig is to come clean and you said you would break up through the phone, one thing I thought you wanted me to say when I told you I had something to ask you to "see if we were doing good?" I have to know if you do not want to keep talking to me just let me know I don't want to keep waiting my time and have my hopes up on something I know I can't have with you, if that is the case I would go back to my old living style, thankfully you will never know how I used to live my life before for you have secrets I too have secrets I am not willing to tell you
The only thing I poured out to you was that I have never been in any serious relationship and to be patient with me for I have to learn how to manage certain situations but if you have patience I know I will learn to be in a good relationship
If we are not going to work out we will see as time brought us together and if we work then we do but at this point I am getting preparing myself for the worst....
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