Inked: ♊️

I know im shy, i know im shy

All my life ive been shy, to start looking into my zodiac: life changing

I never understood when younger what it would mean with being communicative but only to be able to adapt to situations.

In high school It was a bit more clear for the concept of being communicative, somewhat, after high school It was all clear to me 

Finally realizing i am indeed communicative, in different ways, and different areas. 

Now the ink I have on my right wrist is just too perfect it defines what I truly am and who I truly am and will continue being....

Poem lost out loud

Tis the light of day brighten your day

Tis the shadows of darkness harass your nights tis was all a joke not to mention your dislikes and likes

Tis forshadow follow the system of living how so shall we live a life of brightness without the spirit of tame fulness happy alive to say i love you and to show how much you dislike me beside you shall already know how tis light of mine brings back memories and there you are standing with a king posture and i dislike you now, shivers my body with night light to say i am no longer part of your world, tis love hard to understand as this poem is to write,,, manage to succeed and harness new ways of speech and to say i miss you and say no more it is the end for both 

Scars

The scars i carry are for you

This writing I've done is all for you

Dispite the abandonment despite the hurt 

Somehow i still see you there

Close my eyes erase the memories in the phone

No more i say i let go

I shall be strong for all of me 

Still you are here, my shadow my past my nothing

I want you back but no more 

I shall believe i shall be dull and be forgetting is it i need someone new? It was one and only no one knows why i came to you, confusion in my mind i shall say no but yet i was standing once again in front of you, i said no but you said come on ,, my mind pleasured itself with the thought of us when in reality you are no longer there are u there no i was lost all along and have change of course not I'm the same as i was when i met you, place a happy ending but here different rules, no happiness is left from your memory i shall be happy realizing you are a playful soul to all female and i was not the only one, i reject memories and thoughts and feelings, happiness might happen one day and shall i discover happiness with out you one day it will for sure happen.

Fun and games

Talk a lot till dawn 

Night and day and dawn 

No return to previous conversations

Have to make up stories to entertain you

No one knows why but I just need to entertain you have gain enough knowledge of you to catch your attention and know how to say enough 

I want you to know I enjoy you and have you fall but I fall not

It's all fun and games to me oh yes 

It's all fun and games,

Do not hesitate and try to understand

It's not to your knowledge to be playful mr I am mature enough i take everything serious and want everything to be serious 

I still do not believe you though, enough said i still do not believe you for your lies have darkened my soul and thoughts

Now it's just me with my fun and games

My fun fun games. 

The only day I saw you.

You asked if i skate,

I said no, for i have no interest in learning either 

To remember you as you look

Your image, your smile, your touch, 

It's all you, your magic complies with my emotion

The reason i think too much, I hope time doesn't change you, 

Such an amazing person, your charms, romanticism is your passion, I just hope time doesn't change you for bad, 

It's all in my head, that image, that day we met, still in my presence, you stole my soul with out me noticing

I thought I loved you for that one day, trine went by and boredom strikes like lightning rotting conversations as we don't know each other. 

It's ok dear it's all over know, move on with out lives one step at a time.

Begs again.

I laugh

For your return

Taunting me to get me back

I wont fall, not this time

U are tempting yet i shall and will resist

No matter how much you insist i will refuse 

I hope you tire yourself of begging  and forget the i am here 

I don't want you to look for me nor messege me nor go to my job because you are in so much need of it

I am done doing you, its time for me to recognize I have to leave you behind.