Tipie toes

Tippie toeing on your behalf

That's how I feel 

I can't continue doing this if anything let it go

Have fun

Take your chance I did but don't underestimate her she has more to offer then you think

You believe she doesn't know what she wants in life

And to say she has issues but to not be able to prove them as you said she has issues in plural 

She has her hopes up that it won't end soon, as if it does that would be because of your decision not hers

She decided to stay after knowing your other side 

You do not trust her, that's your issue

Someone hurt you so bad that you have forgotten how to trust

Understandable to her because you have taught her how to trust once again 

She trusts you, she has been alone all her life and you come in she has taken it pretty good for being the first

Shhhh...

They know but will not let her know

I have you, this inside can break us apart 

It seems I want to hurt you but I rather not tell you for it seems I want you to hurt more....

You seem like the type that gets attached too fast 

As you don't know me. I can't change I won't change maybe I can but I dnt want to and because it's what I've learned

What hurt is 

Me: to say I care is not the same as to like or love

I like you love you I doubt

Yes doubt you are not into actually being an us

Appears to be just buddies with special something I done that if we are that tell me I can't put up with that anymore

To think it might be a good thing to start off with someone I enjoy being with but no 

As days go by it seems we are less and less interested in each other

Less communication, more struggle

As we converse it appears to be drifting us apart...

I enjoy can't conversing as much as playing yet my mind seems to loose it as you throw your logic in it

Mature you are

No more games

Come clean

If you want something serious show it if you don't tell me so I won't have to go through the struggle of..... 

Can't ever go through that again I will not go through that again,

I know if I say goodbye you will too as I would prefer to end it but I want to see the outcome

And to say to be scared of being hurt, hun we are all scared of being hurt

To say meeting my parents was not a serious thing just says a lot... 

Maybe your right

Maybe I'm not mature enough or is it the other way around

Since you do seem to be playing a game, reality check it is time to not play

Looking for real honest guy not a boy 

Sun. Nov. 16,2014 at 10:08

Him: hey

Me: aye wats up?

Him: sorry to ask for your number I just don't like using the app

Me: don't worry I don't really like it either never on there much....

Those first days were so wonderful

To know that you were going to want something serious and for a long time after you got to know me 

Now it's all different, i don't knownifnits me or if it's you

I really did not notice the change in our conversations after we met,

Maybe because we new it was going to take a turn backwards, 

I know what is going on, it has happened before already I just didn't know it was going to happen so soon

You said you it was going to be a long time we were going to be together yet idk if those "long time" would work for me

As I see it not the same as when we didn't know each other

Now I'm in doubt, you present me to your Kim as your girlfriend after knowing each other for 2 weeks only, I have no idea if it's a good thing for we do not have the conversations as we had before the days pass and I still think positively on us, I hope we don't split any time soon as I am happy and am trying my best to stay focus and not have in mind what other have rumored of you already. Or what those that I had explained my situation to have put in my mind, I think best thig is to come clean and you said you would break up through the phone, one thing I thought you wanted me to say when I told you I had something to ask you to "see if we were doing good?" I have to know if you do not want to keep talking to me just let me know I don't want to keep waiting my time and have my hopes up on something I know I can't have with you, if that is the case I would go back to my old living style, thankfully you will never know how I used to live my life before for you have secrets I too have secrets I am not willing to tell you 

The only thing I poured out to you was that I have never been in any serious relationship and to be patient with me for I have to learn how to manage certain situations but if you have patience I know I will learn to be in a good relationship 

If we are not going to work out we will see as time brought us together and if we work then we do but at this point I am getting preparing myself for the worst....